Day 10 – had some really good talks with people about what business direction i want to go and the motivations i have and what i want to achieve. I wonder if i have enough drive for my ambition to reach the top of that pyramid.
Day 9 – As I look at the photos and memories we create, I dont think i’ll ever want to stop shooting weddings. But I know that today’s world as well as my heart dictates a new path. Tbh this last month has been the hardest of my life and I’m given time to figure things out before I have to actually make moves so am finding the silver lining in all of it. But I truly don’t know exactly what to do and i’ve been going back and forth in my head with what i want. The walls are down and there are no boundaries though. I think I just need some time to really think about it. If you think there might be a good fit for me doing something, let me know. I’m putting it out in the universe. I know if i put my heart, soul and motivation into something, i can do it.
Day 8 – A year ago I did this wedding in Tagaytay, a city in the Philippines overlooking Taal Volcano. Over a year later I was supposed to get married there but because of a volcano erupting, covid sanctions in the philippines and in the states, and my brother’s passing, we ended up cancelling our wedding there. We were able to do other things though like our engagement sessions and enjoyed traveling to plan our wedding. We had 90% of things planned so we still had a piece of our wedding to forever cherish, we’ll revisit things years from now in due time and give it another take. But for now, we move forward. Wherever that takes us.